I've been so tired these two last days.. It's so hard to get up on the bed and think "I have to work to day". Last night I was drinking couple of Strongbows with Kati and finnish Heidi H. We went to the Grund( My second time there even I've been here more than month, so it was time to go there!) and one bar called Liquid (or something). It was nice, we were talking with girls, about our future etc. I love Kati and especially her attitude towards life! It so amazing how brave that girl is! She just left Finland and went to work so exotic countries liek cyprus and Australia and made so much new friends and had so much experience of life. She is the real free spirit! When we were talking about our future I started to think my homecoming back to Finland. I'm sure that I'm not staying here in Lux more than year, but goin back home is not really and option for me anymore.. I have started to see this life in a very different way.
Of course I feel homesickness sometimes. I love my family so much, and my friends in Finland. And i know that I'm still very young and this is like "now or never" situation. If I want to travel it's good to do now, when I'm young and single etc.
Before I came here i thought that I was more adult than I really I'm. I admit that. I thought that this is easy work, hanging out, party party.. Okey two or three fisrt weeks were like that, but then I realized how much rssponsibility I have when I am with these kids. And I understood that being an au pair means that I am here because of the KIDS. I mean that I don't need to be perfect housekeeper, it's enough that days are easier to kids and there is someone for them who really cares about them. And I have started to respect more and more these kids... And Somehow I learn new things about myself all the time!
En kyllä kerro tästä blogista Äidille :D! Suomeks ajattelin kertoa vähän tarkemmin kaikkea mitä on sattunut. :D Mutta siitä lisää viikonloppuna.. Odotan itsekin innolla kuinka pitkä teksti siitä tulee.. pitää varmaan aloittaa uusi blogi.. Haluisin kirjoittaa myös suomeksi. Noh en tiedä :O
Have a nice day everyone. ! <3 love u!
<3 Maria
Of course I feel homesickness sometimes. I love my family so much, and my friends in Finland. And i know that I'm still very young and this is like "now or never" situation. If I want to travel it's good to do now, when I'm young and single etc.
Before I came here i thought that I was more adult than I really I'm. I admit that. I thought that this is easy work, hanging out, party party.. Okey two or three fisrt weeks were like that, but then I realized how much rssponsibility I have when I am with these kids. And I understood that being an au pair means that I am here because of the KIDS. I mean that I don't need to be perfect housekeeper, it's enough that days are easier to kids and there is someone for them who really cares about them. And I have started to respect more and more these kids... And Somehow I learn new things about myself all the time!
En kyllä kerro tästä blogista Äidille :D! Suomeks ajattelin kertoa vähän tarkemmin kaikkea mitä on sattunut. :D Mutta siitä lisää viikonloppuna.. Odotan itsekin innolla kuinka pitkä teksti siitä tulee.. pitää varmaan aloittaa uusi blogi.. Haluisin kirjoittaa myös suomeksi. Noh en tiedä :O
Have a nice day everyone. ! <3 love u!
<3 Maria
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